sick, again...

wow...i can't believe i haven't updated since march! now i'm high school! except i'm home sick today again with lindsay. i hate missing high school cause then u have to catch up on so much homework, it kind of sucks. i miss my friend in manitoba! ahh! i wnt to go and see her so bad, but i might go visit in the summer. but i have to buy my own plane tickets, but oh wll, she's totally worth it! <3! it's such a yucky day today, i feel like the weather today, really. well, hopefully i'll update more, and then y'all can see how i'm really doing. cheemo!

last week!!

he guys!! sorry i haven't updated for a month...i've been so busy with homework and all that junk. only one more week of school left before spring break!! yipee!! i can't wait! i'm going shopping with my mom and sisters and aunt down in bellinghamm, washington for a few days. i don't really know what i'm going to get. i might get an ipod nano...but we'll see. this coming week of school if going to be so hectit! i have a test everyday...even on the last day before spring break.
i might do some babysitting for my aunt to get some extra cash for my shopping spee!! it's gonna be so much fun!
i'll try to update more often...and i'll probably update every few days durring srping break. write back soon! luv y'all!

first day back!

it was so good to see all of u guys back at school today! everyone was so happy to see me! i felt pretty sick at school today though...but i ad to go back, seeing that i had missed a whole week. i don't know if i should go to the doctor...i probably wont though, cause it's probably just a big ole cold. well, i'll see y'all tomoorrow!! luv ya!

sick...

hey y'all! it sucks being sick, eh? i have this cold/fever/stuffy nose thing for like the last four days...and it seems to be getting worse each day. i've missed two days of school, and i have a math test tomorrow that i have to study for, and i have to catch up on homework...but i don't feel like it. i miss my friends! hope u guys are doing better than i am! i've had like nothing to eat in the last couple of days...and i've basically been surviving on tea. it sucks! well, got to go! i might have a nap later on today...but if i do, i might not be able to sleep tonight. i also have leadership tomorrow morning, but i don't know if i'm going...we'll see tomorrow morning. talk to ya guys later! love y'all!

secrets!

today in socials, we were painting our coat of arms...and my friends, cassie, and i were talking about what guys in our class, we think could like someone. some of the guys in our class we thought could just never like a girl...but who knows? we were talking for a few minutes when all of a sudden, cassie asked me if i liked someone. i told her, that ya, i did. she then told me that she like another guy. i was like...really? because she has like this guy ever since like they were little kids. so i thought at first, that she was just joking, but she wasn't. then i had the thought again...which guys in our class could like girls? i was skimming over the art room...when i saw a guys that i sort of had a little crush on. i won't mention his name...because i want to keep it a secret. secrets just make us who we are...friends, enemies, family. but we need to keep them secrets to keep that relationship.

a quote

the difference between failing and falling,
is whether you decide to get back up again.

friends!

this goes out to all of my friends....smile! cause it's a great day since ur in it! love y'all!!
saying good-bye to that one person who made u smile, is the hardest good-bye to say.

questions...

u know when ur friend says that they like someone...and u want to tell all of ur friends, well, i'm in that situation right now. one of my friends likes this guy in our class, and i e-mail him sometimes. so, i gave my friends this guys e-mail. when i got a reply from my guy-friend, before, i had asked if he liked my friend. then he said,"what do u mean, do i like her?" then i asked him if he liked her as a friend, or more than a friend...it's complicated. but now i might have given it away that she likes him...opps!

don't u just hate it when ur friend tells u this awesome secret, and then when they walk away, they tell u not to tell anyone...it sucks, eh? i guess u just have to keep ur mouth shut, and try not to spill the beans! friends are the greatest things to have! is it really worth wrecking ur friendship over a stupid little secret? of course not! just keep ur mouth shut! i have great friends, both guys and girls, and i'm keepin' them for life! love ya guys!

crushin'

hey y'all! this is my first time going on my blog, so don't blame me if it's lame. one of the guys that i like, is really nice, sweet, funny, and kind of cute...but he's one of my cousins friends...so i don't know what i'm gonna do! oh well! i asked my cousin for his e-mail, but instead, as a joke, he gave me his e-mail...and now he e-mails me. life is sometimes weird, but other times, you have just got to live it to the fullest! like now, just get on with life, and be done with it. well, i'll talk to y'all later! love ya!